I remember he was a bit uncomfortable at first, but I told him everything was okay, that I would never let anyone know what I found, and that I actually had interest in having sex with men. It was in this discussion that we got into the topic of gay porn and having sex with men.
Perfect segue my future sexual life and legacy. They were things that got his computer very likely because of the gay porn websites he was visiting. I not only noted pictures and videos of gay porn on his computer, there were some things that were virus related that I had tell him about.
At the time, I was experimenting quite a bit being a cross-dresser, and my interest in cross-dressing, sex with men, and porn in general was quite heightened. I took his computer home, and as I was working it, I noticed quite a bit of gay male porn. Unfortunately I really don’t remember exactly how it worked out the way it did, but at the time I was running my own computer repair business and he had called me after seeing my advertisement in the Yellow Pages (we didn’t know each other at that point) and had asked for me take a look at his computer. The guy I gave head was a business client of mine. At the time, it was a little awkward, but the more I think about it looking back that situation, I wish we had gone farther and made it an anal experience instead of just a blow job. I thought I would tell you the story and share what my experience was like when I finally took the plunge and made my first attempts at having sex with a man. I was recalling the first time that I ever gave a blow job while I was jerking off last night.